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2011-03-06T18:15:00.002+08:00

Hello. I have moved on,

www.ilovemarshamallow.blogspot.com

XOXO. see you there ! ;)

2011-02-25T21:30:00.002+08:00

MY NEW LOVE.

Shin Dong Ho from U kiss. :)

XOXO.

Owh man, I dont know how many guys I have to love at one go,

I'm so sorry Yunho , Gi Kwang,Kyuhyun & Donghae..etc. etc. I have like 27 koreans boys Im in love with,

mind me. ;p

Its a friday night, and its kpop night !

with Bobby (who wouldn't bother bout me right now cause he's doing his work)

over dinner, I made a tomato fly on his face. WOOOO ! .

GOAL ;)

2011-02-23T23:34:00.003+08:00

SOMETIMES.

I have to really stop worrying and care less about things.

SOMETIMES.

I should just walk away from all those horrible things

that make my life become a nightmare

SOMETIMES...

I really feel like running away and hiding in a box.

2011-02-20T10:53:00.008+08:00

I don't know why when I woke up this morning , I really felt like listening to Bieber's Baby Baby OH.

haha. but now that Im listening to it, it does sound weird to me now. I have no idea why.

Baby Baby Baby ohh ~ like baby baby baby noo ~ bwaha ;D

my life is getting more depressing now.

I woke up before 1pm yesterday , got to college about 1.30pm and it was closed,

woke up at 8am today, got to college , it was CLOSED.

I left my homework in my locker, goddamnnit.

I have to study for my math test on Tuesday and physics test on Thursday, but I left all the textbooks in the locker.

Right now, I feel like sitting in the garbage bin.

write a big "YOU PIECE OF TRASH " on my big fat forehead.

haha. KIDDING :)

At the end of the day, Im sure I'll figure something out. It happens, my life is like pathetic.

it has intentions to get me feeling so useless first before the brain actually starts to spark. -.-

and I realise that my reflexes are getting slower & Im only 18 . peee.

Look what I made for my peige peige goo ;)

She's going to be part of the college gang now ! But she's going to be at SEGI @ Subang.

Its okay, I believe that if our friendship is strong no matter where we are we will still have each other .

I believe in my best friend.

The one who made my 5 years in high school the most memorable.

through those ups and downs our friendship grows stronger.

Thank you Peige & ILY sooo much . You are irreplaceable.

ahh.

Bobby Boy isn't back in town this weekend.

Im bored out without him. Its like my life isn't complete, I got no one to bully no one to throw my shoe at.

its not like I want to be this fierce, he makes me do it.

I have no intentions to kill him :D (or so I think )

okay so I think I have loads of updates that I owe the world.

and pictures !

okay, let's go on reverse,

19 February 2011 .

Had a make over at Bobbi Brown. @ Bangsar Village

with Najwa & Nisha.

you know, big shades makes me look like a fly. or a honey bee.

me. getting my make up. :)

I seriously love make up, I dont know why. haha. although it makes people look so fake.

but at the same time it makes you really pretty.

Naj getting hers.

Nisha. !

She didn't want to do any make up so yeah.

just Naj & I.

At this point, I only had my make up semi done. My make up artist went to the toilet. HAHA !

my girls :)

Naj's mini cooper ! I LOVE MINI COOPER :)

Im going to make my mom get a mini cooper for me then after that I'll open up my windows

and drive pass school blasting G6 ! yeah baby .

that's me :)

haha. Go on to Bobby Brown's facebook and vote for me alright ?

tehee.

BYE .

XOXO.

2011-02-06T23:41:00.001+08:00

IN JUST 15 MINS...

060211 ENDS.

SO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBS ! ;D

I love you.

2011-02-03T12:00:00.002+08:00

okay, Im the only chinese who isn't in the chinese new year mood. :(

I dont know why. maybe because everyone isn't around. this sucks.

talk about reunion with old friends. aih.move on child, move on.

so yeah, I'll probably do some other things on my own, my parents are going to Rawang in a bit. some place, where I so dont want to be . daddy was like " owh, go watch the lion dance" - which last only about a few minutes,

what the fuck am I going to do for the 3 hours.

so yeah, Im staying home. probably go back to sleep in a while, reason why I'm moody.

mom woke me up at 9.30 !

and I haven't been watching madagascar for 2 weeks. hmph.

its not that I'm bored of the holidays, I have 3 thousand and 11 things to do and I want to do it with one of my kakis.

Im only heading out from tomorrow onwards.

tomorrow looks FAR FAR away. omg ;(

Im gonna go do something with my ipod. do something about my blog layout and have maggi mee.

XOXO.

2011-01-30T18:53:00.004+08:00

I prefer Bruno Mars's Marry You compared to Train's .

Addicted. Should I dedicate it specially to my Bobby Boy ? maybe not, he didn't miss me.

after ONE week apart. wtf. you suck lah asshole :p

ITS THE END OF THE WEEK AGAIN ! ;D

I dont know why the hell I'm so excited. but yeah, its sunday. there's college on Monday but Im pretty excited to be going .

I know Im excited for Biology lessons. all the cells and organelles .

Am being so addicted to the mitochondria now, you know the one which gives you energy? yeah that thingy. that looks like plankton when laid flat. omg. plankton ! ;)

Been having an awesome week . A little bit bumpy on the way but I'll give it a thumbs up overall .

had an awesome breakfast with Bobby Boy yesterday.

he and I watched Spongebob & Madagascar in the morning, like a marathon. HAHA . omggg. ;D

& today I wanted to go over to OU to get myself a pair of converse, but everyone was doing their late CNY shopping

my mom turned around and went Tropicana Mall instead. ish. people, balik kampung lah .

I need to get myself a pair of converse over the holiday.

I have like so many things I want to for the one week , let's hope I'll manage to do at least 80 percent of my "to-do's "

seriously, everytime I make a list of "to-do's " I end up never doing it.

CHAN CHAN ! my lameo.

GET WELL SOON ;D

OH .

Did I mention Georgina is back ? ;)

Yes, my twin is home. But I hardly got to talk to her. pfft. Georgy, if you are reading this TEXT ME BACK PLS !

I'm going to be alone this chinese new year,

Poh Lian and Peige are away. that sucks. I dont know when the boys are free.

PPL , YOU DO KNOW I MISS YOU ALL LIKE SHIT RIGHT ?

dont keep me in misery lah.

Having to go college in KL makes me miss a lot of things :(

I miss saturday morning strolls at the SS2 market, now Im to tired I sleep till late, refusing to go.

from L-R ;

Sean Dee | Nisha | Najwa | myself | AiPeng

yup. they are my new buddies from college except AiPeng,

the fella is my grandma :p

HAHA .

so yeah, been spending lunch time with our classmates. :)

To be honest, I ove BS1 very much . I think we are the only happening kiddos around.

the only class that can go crazy laughing.

The most awesome day was Wednesday,

we went out for lunch at this chinese restaurant in the mall. and we started laughing our asses off

while eating. Thankfully only we were in the restaurant, because we have been laughing so loud

we could have blown the roof off.

then we went to class still laughing, went through physics LAUGHING . its seriously hilarious

even my teacher had a hard time calming us down, and the boys think we went hay wire.

its seriously funny ! ;D I forgot what we were laughing at

like, tons of things.

there's something wrong with my windows media player, its opening really slow.

GRR.

gonna fix it.

XOXO.

2011-01-23T18:48:00.003+08:00

I'm done with the first week of college ! (Y)

but I'm sick. pretty much the same old sickness, fever, cough, flu.

honestly, I never liked sneezing. yesterday my lungs was burning and everytime I sneezed it hurts like shit. See, take care of yourself.

so yeah, my right eye is swollen and both eyes are burning, including my body.

I drank like, 100 plus, 1 barrel of ice water, 1 ice cream,

and my body still isn't cooling down. ISH. menyusahkan. I hope I recover tomorrow, I have class till 4.30 I dont want to die in class.

G.NA's black & white is getting very addicting. :)

I miss Peige a lot. :(

I HAVE A VERY BIG FACE. OMG :O

I'm going off now, I can't stay up any longer.

2011-01-19T18:13:00.002+08:00

I guess what they say is right. You wont know how to cherish or love something till you actually loose it.

When I had a chance to go to school, I rather skip. At this moment, no matter how much I want to go back and go through school all over again, I will never get a chance ever again.

Its sad. I use to complain about homework, heat and stuff but I never realised the advantages of it. Even if it was homework at least we were being spoon fed , right now in college - WAKE UP ! WE DONT GET SPOON FED.

Day 2 at college - so so.

I dont really like college. its freezing, and I'm tired. I use to complain that school hours till 2pm is too long, right now I have to stay up till 4.30pm.

& I dont get days off. Soon , my ECA (extra curricular activities) will start, and then I will be in college till Saturday.

fuck my life lah. Im just waiting for me to snap. break down. whatever it is.

My teachers are alright, Im just so bored of introducing myself to the world, I wish I could just stick a big sticker on my forehead saying " I'M LILIAN. HELLO ! I'M A FEMALE HUMAN "

My ambition is to take a gun and shoot them idiots dead. sorry. Im just BORED to hell with that kind of sessions.

and I'm already on exam pressure.

I have to study my ass off for my AS exam in August, and my trials this May. CAN YOU JUST SHOOT ME ?

its important - so i can get my placing in nottingham.

and A2 - is going to be hard. OH NICE. and I thought SPM was the shitty one . there is a shittier one now. great !

I'm so so tired right now.

and I miss Bobby Boy, I wonder how he's doing in uni.

XOXO.

2011-01-18T22:21:00.002+08:00

As you can see my blog's layout has been ripped off again !

I'm bored of it.

Probably find some slot during the weekends and touch up on my blog again.

I started college today !

I KNOW. -.- I should be partying at every corner of the world.

Oh wells, Bobby boy started his uni. HAHA. NERD !

We are webcam-ing like nearly EVERY night. we can't live without each other, yes ! (Y) - I know he probably is puking over the toilet bowl now.

He woke me up on my first day of college. IMY SO MUCH ! :( Why did you abandon me here ! you should have at least have sponsored me to go with you lah, fcuk stingy lah you ! you know Im kidding love , you always buy me starbucks.

ILY !

OMG OMG . AIPENG introduced me to Green Tea in Starbucks, pretty awesome taste. nearly like the usual Chocolate Frappucino without chocolate chips and with whip cream on top, venti to go !

I have another 18 months to taste all the different flavours in starbucks.

Around 6 people asked me how college was,

IT WAS GOOD ! I guess? I dont know.

I was too busy living my old life, texting my old bunch of friends, thinking about bobby boy. - how about another starbucks to go? :p

so yeah anyway, made some new friends. wouldn't say they were extremely friendly, some were alright some were damn friendly !

3 international students. 1 Australian 2 koreans. (:

YES . they are hot. they are cute . eh eh, I need to meet up my standards to get into Nottingham or Imperial.

top notch universities of UK - offering pharmacy. fcuk boys ! :p . - not from the heart.

another reason why I wouldn't want to pay any attention to ANY guys or get myself attracted to one,

bascially because I still love him very much.

I think, he would be my one and only love in my life. he made a big impact in my life. he made me smile, made me do silly things like trip on my untied shoe laces, bang a wall, accidently slap someone in the face while waving at him.

I did tons of things to impress him, STUPID THINGS .

to me, he is everything . He colours my world. He gives me life. (:

He is my sun, my moon !

HAHA. I'm sounding so cheesy. but hey, its true.

deep down, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH (:

I dont think anyone else can be as good as you, or to replace you.

I'm not going to go - one day, Im going to marry you. HAHA .

anyway, I have to get going.

I need to nap.

8.30 Biology Class tomorrow.

XOXO.

2011-01-16T20:49:00.003+08:00

OKAY, I'M CONFUSED.

should I be happy that you aren't leaving?

should I be unhappy?

I dont know. part of me wants you to go, part of me wants you to stay.

AND WTF.

Your plans are so mixed up, I'm so confused what you are seriously doing right now.

oh gosh.

boy , can you make up your mind ah?

2011-01-15T18:21:00.002+08:00

It was Friday night.

Dongwoon tweeted ; plane delayed.

Yoseob wanted the plane to burn? HAHAHA .

Google translate is the funniest place on the planet. honestly.

BURN THE PLANE.

and Gi Kwang wanted to hug pillars. HAHAHAA.

Today morning,

I went into G.NA's twitter, and relief to know

As much as I'm happy to see them back home,

I wish I could kidnap them and keep them for my own !

Other than SM, I never picture myself loving so many artists from a certain agency.

SO .

at the first ranking ; CUBE .

secondly ; SM TOWN .

I feel like I wanna be part of the CUBE family. they are like super united.

you should see G.NA's tweets, she makes you love her

she loves Malaysia to bits

and I'm very happy to know her, if it wasn't for Digi Kpop Live

I wouldn't give a damn about her.

CUBES , COME BACK ALRIGHT ?

I'll be waiting patiently !

2011-01-14T17:44:00.001+08:00

KIM HYUNA ! (:

UNNIE YAH

2011-01-13T11:46:00.004+08:00

TWITTER , you better work or I'll kill all the birds in the forest.

my twitter isn't working, its not opening up as fast as other websites. you go die lah. -.-

I need to tweet as much as I need to pee right now. nevermind, I'll X.

So anyway, I heard facebook is shutting down in March officially and for real. okay, smarty pants now how am I to reconnect with my buddies. wrong timing mr.

seriously, Im not going to go onto tumblr. -.- . Im not moving on to myspace or friendster - its zaman kuno.

how am I to stalk Bob when he goes far far away ! sorry Bob, your life seems very interesting to terrorize. you know this idiot here has been MIA . He doesn't show up on facebook anymore. I'm going to draw cob webs all over his facbeook later. HAHA.

I dont know how to contact you lah brother ! I'm not going to freaking pay 3 ringgit per minute just to call you.

Go get an iphone, I will face time you ! ;D (if there's internet -.- )

Ai Peng is coming in a bit.

The concert is in, less than 12 hours away ! I'm excited ! very.

but but,

GI KWANG ISN'T HERE . that's capital crime in my world. how can a concert have one member short,

work his schedule properly people. I have been dying to see that hunk. how can there be no hunk nowww !

I'm going buy myself a TOFU DOLL . like the one in goong .

except, that I put Gi Kwang's photograph in it, bring it the freaking concert and hug it all night (:

I'm not THAT depressed, I got Dongwoon. ! :p

my side kick !

anyway.

I GTG ! (:

XOXO.

2011-01-12T19:24:00.001+08:00

I FEEL SO HOT.

I need to take a bath in a tub of ice.

I wonder if I'll ever need a tumblr. hmmm?

SIGNING OUT !

XOXO.

2011-01-11T22:47:00.002+08:00

I'M counting down to till the day I finally get to see my prince charming ! :)

another 48 hours, I think I can handle it.

my B2ST ! <3>

So anyway, college starts on Tuesday. I was excited but feeling the laziness right now.

2011 Resolution ; STOP SLEEPING IN CLASS .

& hopefully eating. bad child, I know.

I'm going to miss sitting at the back of the class munching on a bag of cookies,

dont blame me, blame my school koperasi ! :p

there was this epic moment, where my teacher thought I was sick. it was sejarah.

the usual, eating and sleeping during sejarah. bwahah ! I was actually eating, had a mouthful of chipsmore ,

and I had to hide my face , some sort like lying on the table - she was walking around . I had to do some crap worksheet HAHAHA. and she was like "eeeh? sakit kenapa datang sekolah" and she was really concerned,

I was choking on my chipsmore below. sorry teacher :p

I dont know what I have been doing for the pass one month . -.- why is it that when I'm days away from starting college, I have heaps of things to do, tons of places to go with many many friends.

I think I was out from last friday and its going to last till this sunday. HOLY SHIT .

With all this coming, I feel like skipping college,

no need to study lah - go marry rich guy , shake leg at home can lah ! (: every girl's dream?

I wonder if I'll ever get a boyfriend in college. hmm. maybe not.

I need to concentrate on being just like Bob. stupid fella is a high achiever in Taylor's Subang. FUHH !

listening to B2ST , makes me feel like a princess. (Y)

Im feeling so sleepy today.

emotional week, honestly. I laughed, I cried. I too farted ! and poop-ed :p

I need to load up my yakult. all gone ! I'm suppose to be taking in 2 bottles a day, but I drank one bottle a day by accident and its all gone now, and I never shit today. but I pee-ed a lot today, I drank so much. tsk tsk.

I think , I should be able to handle that problem alright?

who cares about you bitch ! -.-

I seriously hate you. There's NO way, Im going to forgive you and act like nothing happen,

you seriously made my dignity drop , when you posted such things about me on facebook and God knows who else you told about this matter.

I will well, give you the pity forgiveness. I would smile if you smile, say hi and bye. but IM NOT giving you any hospitality treatment, just fuck off . seriously !

I got a life to live, and you have done enough damage to me and my friends. You got us all feeling upset. because of you.

Nothing matters to me more than my friends. you came and did all those damages, I'm NEVER going to forgive you.

whatever .

I think I will update on all my outings this week. on sunday.

Monday - nobody kacau ! HAHAHA . I WANNA SLEEP ALL DAY!

adious! XOXO.

2011-01-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

:D ;D

아 ~ OPPA! 당신은 너무 귀엽구나!

no seriously, I dont know what I just wrote.

but I do know it keeps me smiling everytime I see the photograph, therefore

its all over my devices.

HEY YA'LL (:

If you found that my blog was missing in action for the pass few days

its because I made it private, crazy idea to show my emo side .

Too bad, I'm not an emo child, honestly, I'm not someone who can keep quiet for long.

HAHA. I will be screaming table top swinging around a pole.

AiPeng has safely touch down at KLIA.

I feel like going to her and jumping on her, its been like 20 years since I last saw her

well, not really. HAHA. I just miss her so much lah okay.

she bought me pressies ! YAY ! She is a loova to keep. heh heh. I love you Thoo Ai Peng (:

I should give her a new nickname, something that suites the 2011.

I should do all the thinking in the car tomorrow.

will be heading of to Ipoh. ohmygosh, its goin to be a long long day till Saturday finally comes.

I wanna come home and go partying even more before college officially starts. Im going bogus!

Timothy is all the way in Singapore now, enjoying himself.

its quite sad how it has been going on like this where,

when one comes back from holiday, another one leaves?

it started off with me, than bobby then aipeng then timo.

even Win Yean has gone.

Is there a day where we are all in the same country , same state?

probably soon. when college starts nobody gets to go anywhere . MUAHAHA .

I seriously wonder what would college be like?

what's going to be on the first day of college. hmm.

let's be optimistic, its going to be hell of a fun !

whatever that is, I'm just going to push that issue aside - its rubbish. that's all.

If the both of us just shut up and put it aside , live our own lives I think I can live with that.

I just dont like how the bitching starts. really. hopefully she doesn't come near me in college -.-

so anyway, I'm going off now. dinner ! (:

XOXO.

2011-01-04T23:59:00.003+08:00

SUP ! (:

I've been out again today, mother and daughter shopping.

I spent another 200 plus in cotton on, I swear I have to limit myself

Im scared of cotton on now, its like a land full of cotton candy

I can spend 7 hours in that freaking shop.

and I can spend money like there's no tomorrow in that shop.

I would spend my last few hours before the world ends in Cotton On buying

my last pair of shorts.

so now you know where to find me ;)

OH OH !

Thoo is coming home tomorrow . late night, I'll probably be busy packing

for my small trip to Ipoh till Sunday? I cant remember exactly when Im coming home

but I will Tweet!

AND AND , yesterday I got my toy model. its an A5, but it looks like my A4. :o

I assume its labeled wrongly. HAHA. I stare at it day and night, reminding myself

one day I am to purchase the real one where I can go drifting with.

LOOK ;

everytime I see this, I wanna tear. I miss Win Yean so much.

haha. emotional much?

She went into my twitter and wrote that. -.-

thank GOD she never wrote "Win Yean is super awesome"

I would have hanged her upside down.

but she knows I wont do that, figure of speech !

I hope she's having a good time there, she left this morning.

one day, I will go and visit her at her campus. bring her some beautiful food and make

everyone look with jealousy.

Im signing off now. I need to sleep early. TOODLES ! (:

2011-01-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

SUP ! (:

I've been out again today, mother and daughter shopping.

I spent another 200 plus in cotton on, I swear I have to limit myself

Im scared of cotton on now, its like a land full of cotton candy

I can spend 7 hours in that freaking shop.

and I can spend money like there's no tomorrow in that shop.

I would spend my last few hours before the world ends in Cotton On buying

my last pair of shorts.

so now you know where to find me ;)

OH OH !

Thoo is coming home tomorrow . late night, I'll probably be busy packing

for my small trip to Ipoh till Sunday? I cant remember exactly when Im coming home

but I will Tweet!

AND AND , yesterday I got my toy model. its an A5, but it looks like my A4. :o

I assume its labeled wrongly. HAHA. I stare at it day and night, reminding myself

one day I am to purchase the real one where I can go drifting with.

LOOK ;

everytime I see this, I wanna tear. I miss Win Yean so much.

haha. emotional much?

She went into my twitter and wrote that. -.-

thank GOD she never wrote "Win Yean is super awesome"

I would have hanged her upside down.

but she knows I wont do that, figure of speech !

I hope she's having a good time there, she left this morning.

one day, I will go and visit her at her campus. bring her some beautiful food and make

everyone look with jealousy.

Im signing off now. I need to sleep early. TOODLES ! (:

2011-01-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

2010, I ended my very day of 2010

drinking 40 % alcohol

in a -15 degrees room made out of ice.

then as the outcome,

I'M SICK. -.-

I think it is the hang over period . I've never drank that much of alcohol content every in my life okay!

not funny. and it smelled like apple damn tempting.

but you know I want to go back there one day. (:

I tak pernah takut walaupun sudah kena.

HAHA.

so yeah anyway its the 3rd day of 2011. & I still dont see myself healthy enough to run around this place.

everyone is like either busy or away . take for example Win Yean - she's off to NS tomorrow.

Timothy's going to Singapore on Thursday, God know's what happened to Edmund.

Peige, she has been quiet lately. ;O probably busy working. or something.

AiPeng, that woman is still in Hong Kong. coming back this Wed. I think. but I'll be away on Thursday onwards,

how sad is that? its like almost 2 weeks Im not seeing that Thoo AiPeng.

my life is changing, slowly changing.

its not the same anymore, I hardly get to spend time with most of them.

one night, I nearly teared watching the fireworks, I think basically I was the only one not happy about

going into 2011. I hated how the fireworks looks so beautiful in the air.

maybe because of the changes I will have to face and accept.

I wont get to text Timo & Bob as much anymore.

I wont be looking foward to Fridays anymore because there isn't going to be Physics tuition and

I wont be seing Edmund, the bloody joker anymore.

I wont be seing Peige much anymore, only weekends maybe. if both of us are free.

we used to see each other in school

Win Yean is away for 3 months. :(

yeahh, pretty much them. they make me smile.

okay. Imma go off now, I'm dead tired .

BYEBYE ! (:

XOXO.

2011-01-01T22:23:00.003+08:00

Its the first night of 2011 but I feel like I'm in hell.

this calls for a new resolution & a new plan !

I feel like I'm living in hell. honestly.

because

. I woke up with a really bad cold. I was sneezing like 5 times per second for about an hour.

. I ate some really strong medication that knocked me off, after watching Madagascar.

. I woke up with a massive headache, probably the worse. it still hasn't left me till now.

. I felt weak all day, haven't spoken more than 25 words today. that's very abnormal for a parrot like me

. My computer is lagging. like really badly. very unloyal of you , damn laptop !

. AiPeng is drooling on handsome hunks in Hong Kong. haha. save me some you greedy !

the woman only gave me 2 packets of her bin bin. haha. when you get back you're so buying me more bin bin.

. I miss my friends so much.

. I cried watching all the fireworks on television. I hated the fact that 2010 just ended, pretty much

shows that everything else ended. than question started popping in my mind,

in exactly 3 months, I'm going to loose someone who I love so damn much.

and the days are limiting.

sometimes I always asked for a new beginning but when I actually get one,

I dont want to move on. :(

I dont want those to be just a memory.

2010-12-27T18:50:00.004+08:00

Christmas is over ! bummer.

This time nothing rather special happened during Christmas

but I've got better presents this time.

loads of stuffed toys ! haha. I finally have the pluto I've always wanted,

the one I go all the way to Toys 'R' Us just to hug and walk one round the shop

because I couldn't take it home.

Obviously, I have to personally thank Thoo Ai Peng for it. (:

wo ai ni, you loser !

We went out a day after I came back from Aussie, and a couple more days

I lost count off. haha.

as always, she drove me in her big black vios - number plate should not be stated

to all over the places, lately we headed to the Curve a lot!

one of the days, she came over to have dinner at my place - she even nearly

slept in my room. HAHA.

AiPeng Thoo, you really are ONE pigggy. oink oink.

& we hogged the webcam. (:

I think this photo suites to be an

E-CARD!

but its a bit too late to send it out now , don't you think?

or maybe this.

oh hell yeah.

she makes a good jock!

so anyway, I was in the middle of cleaning up my room.

I'm ~~nearly~~ done. I still have my stupid work book to throw.

like 3 boxes, sitting by my door.

and ONE big black bag of test papers, to shred of the front page with my name and marks

and the rest, left in the bag to be taken for recycling.

honestly, for a spoilt brat like me this is WAY too much work to do.

I think I haven't been cleaning my room in like half a year

main reason why I'm suffering right now, doing twice the cleaning.

right now

I feel like doing

THIS...

because Bruno Mars dedicated

the Lazy Song for meh (:

|| todayy I dont feel like doing anything, I just wanna lay in my bed!

dont feel like picking up my phone, so just leave a message after the tone,

today I swear I'm not doing anything ||

my favourite part of the song would be from 2:12 up till 2:40 .

super funny.

it goes like

I'll just strut in my birthday suit , let everything hang loose,

yeah yeah yeah yeah

OMG HAHAHA (:

Bruno boy, your songs are my lullaby.

your whole album reminds me of my boy ! especially

the song, Marry You.

If only he knew how much I'm willing to marry him.

I still feel so lazy updating on Australia.

I was this close to going ;

I went to Brisbane. I played, ate , slept, poop-ed, spyed , flirted, vomitted,

cried, laughed, smiled, go nuts, screamed.

but I won't spoil the fun alright? I will write to you about it when I actually feel like it.

feeling so hungry right now.

signing off .

XOXO.

2010-12-25T23:13:00.003+08:00

mom thinks, "Elvis Presley is hot!"

the only thing burning in my life is

Lee Gi Kwang (:

yes, he is LOVE.

how many times have I actually mentioned that?

hell. he is THAT hot to get bragging about him.

I wanna go watching SBS Gayo Daejun 2010.

its the time of the year again !

time I loose my voice and brain again.

okay, so although DBSK will not be attending

but at least I will have 10 other groups doing killer performances

that will get me going WU- OUUU! all night.

you so don't want to be there when I'm watching all this events.

you'll get instant deafness, no cure. (:

I arrived home on the 23rd, which was on Win Yeannie's birthday !

omg. I can't believe I actually missed it,

I came back and went straight to sleep, 16 hours, till the next morning.

what can anyone do about it? I'm loyal to my sleep! :P

I miss how Ai Peng goes, "I'm going to punch you upside down"

haha.

everytime I talk about, you-know-who.

Shall only be updating about my Australia

when I'm done with my list of to-do's.

I'm currently starting number 1.

CLEAN MY FREAKING ROOM!

yeah, its in a freaing big mess.

its so bad, you can't compare it with a pig's nest.

haha.

I'm done vacumming and packing up the left side of my room,

i'm only left with the right side which is the one with more work

OH BOY :(

I better get some sleep,

wake up early to pack, so I'll get it done according to schedule!

adios!

XOXO.

2010-12-15T19:51:00.003+08:00

Do you see the highlights on AiPeng's hair?

do you see my brown hair?

HAHA (:

ash brown. yes. mine is ash brown. to be precise.

so anyway,

I'M FLUSHED.

and it has only been the second week SPM ended.

and the FIRST week I started playing.

I think I'm going to die on the first of January. like really die

sleep all day.

I have weird goals this time,

like sleep for the 13 hours straight without waking up, but I screwed it up

cause after 10 hours I can NEVER sleep again. this sucks.

Australia is in two days and I don't feel like going

seeing how tired I actually am right now. :(

I'll probably go and drag my feet there.

I have to go now,

got to finish up the things I need to do before I leave this place.

and I need to sleep.

oh and one more thing,

PLEASE BOY, LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY?

because of you I'm never happy.

because of you, I loose interest in my life, I just want to lock myself

in my room and cry .

I tried and tried so hard to avoid you, to stay away from you

but yet you come back,

let me ask you, WHY?

why do you have to do this to me?

I am a nobody to you, is this how you want to treat me?

I'm sorry. I don't know how to appriciate it,

you can say , I'm really old fashion and stupid to think this way but

I think our birthday's or our birth months may not be right

might be telling me that we shouldn't continue as friends.

because one of us will get hurt, and for now. I know its me

and I'm done suffering. at least, for you.

so please. PLEASE go away. stop coming back to me, I BEG YOU.

XOXO. LOVE .

bye!

2010-12-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

TWO WORDS ;

~~FCUK~~ VERY HOT. :)

just kill me will you?

HAHA. SO ANYWAY !

been out to KL all day with Ai Peng. again!

haha.

It was fun today,

I'll give 5 ratings to Rapunzel.

so I'm tired. flushed. Will tell you in details tomorrow.

GOODNIGHT.

LOVES. XOXO.

If I had you

2010-12-13T21:23:00.004+08:00

Guess what,

I STILL LOVE ENRIQUE IGLESIAS.

I actually thought that it was just some one day thing,

but it lasted till this morning. (:

OH baby, you so hot. yes.

oh by the way, I've been out today. with Aipeng.

I go out with her ALL the time.

because she's so lovable. !

I love you child. very much.

uptown.

for wondermilk & starbucks.

I think its our signature activity that we head over to starbucks

get a cup and chill.

we even have identical bottles that would get 2 dollars off our normal bill.

HAHA.

its pweety, with christmas like decorations on our bottle.

we swear to take it to college with us.

WOO, TAYLORS (:

I'm going to rock your socks. heh.

Still not feeling it yet though.

college nxt jan 11?

bwaha. I'm still living in my own fantasy world, refusing to come out

Did I mention I dreamt of Mendel today. -.-

it was my own haunted movie, starring my family & Mendel.

in case you do not know, he's the guy who found out bout inheritance using pea plants.

so yeah anyway, rather odd how

my family and I were vacation-ing, in this house and we found out

Mendel was haunting the place and he was like a spirit.

and and, we were trying to get rid of him. in the end we drove to this temple

to have STEAMBOAT. !

haha. how pointless is that? but rather freaky don't you think?

oh dear biology, pls get the fcuk out of my life for now.

I will bring you back next year. thanks (:

talking to Trisher now makes me wonder how messed up my life is

& how much I can't live without my organiser .

my dates are like sooo messed up.

I don't even know who I'm heading out with, and at what date.

and I don't even know that I'm leaving for Australia this friday.

HECTIC.

BANANA MILK! (:

come on , say it like a korean. BAH-NAH-NAH milku !

yeah. I'm making myself sound like a total idiot, thank you.

But you see, the bottle is so cute.

its like FAT version of vitagen !

I don't think we have banana flavoured milk here, do we?

BET IT DOESN'T TASTE SO GOOD! HAH!

Imma visit Lotte Mart tomorrow or something to satisfy myself. (:

because , girl wants banana and she's going to get it - uhuh!

another reason would be because my ~~son~~(in my fantasies with Yunho)

I mean, SONS.

yes I have two !

drinks a lot of banana milk, its like they can't live without it,

then again, who can?

I need to start restocking yakult . my pooop has been hardening eversince SPM finished.

bwaha.

and and,

DIGI is sponsering some kpop concert.

bwaha. my prayers have been answered.

finally ONE in Malaysia, after 10 in Singapore.

but but , I don't know if my mummy would allow

and is it only for Digi customers? TARTAR SAUCE

why can't maxis sponsor such things instead of sponsoring lee hom. hahaha.

kidding! I love you Kimberly Yong! (:

I was thinking of re-dying my hair.

like a lighter shade, because I'm fed up with the fact that

I cannot see the stupid colour when I take photographs or when I'm in doors,

if I have to rely on sunlight, I think my skin would be charcoal black.

ITS OKAY (;

I had enough of whitening creams, pleh.

so I was thinking, ;

THIS

OR THIS

I just realised how I always take Yubin and Tiffany's hairstyle

as reference.

okay so which one. tifanny or yubin?

In November 09 I copied Yubin's hair, long and curled.

then in October 10 I followed Tiffany's short and straight.

now.

do I follow Tiffany's light brown

Yubin's brownish-red.

XOXO.

I'm signing off, its late.

I swear not to sleep at 4am again.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!

2010-12-12T19:31:00.002+08:00

I THINK.

Enrique Iglesias is HOT (:

:) :) :) :) :) :)

HE IS LOVEEEEEEEE.

yes, he makes me go "baby i like it ! "

haha.

I'M LOADING HIS "I LIKE IT" MUSIC VIDEO INTO MY IPOD.

and admire it

for 8 hours, during my flight to Australia this friday.

OMG. THIS FRIDAY?

BOOO! . I won't have much time to actually hang out with my people.

I haven't even done my shopping for the trip .

honestly, my plans aren't turning out as I expected it to be before SPM.

& I'VE GAINED 4 KG !
because of SPM. you suck very much. yes. YOU DO.

I'm really dissapointed with myself.

all those hard work, down the drain :(

now its going to take another decade to get back to where I was 3 months ago.

My room is half packed, I have like 3 boxes of books ready to get rid off.

I've decided to give my sejarah book a chance not to let it experience a horrible death

by burning.

I'll just give it away to some kid who spoils and recks things. like a 5 year old kid.

saliva drooling over the book. omg yuck !

but there still is a lot of papers to shred.

I never knew how much papers I used! I'm sorry if you find 10 trees missing in the rainforest.

eheh heh.

I'm quite obsessed with buying papers.

OH OH! & this song makes me SLEEP . with a beautiful dream (:

ENRIQUE. YOUUU SEXHAYY (:

anyways, I gotta head off for dinner and continue packing !

XOXO.

nights love.

- signing off. -

PEACOCK !

2010-12-11T23:48:00.009+08:00

TUKI WO WABA!

...______...

YES. I'M BEING VERY RANDOM.

infected by Ai Peng Thoo.

seriously lah, I was like listening to some really emo song

and she comes and idiot.

HAHA. typical ! that's why I love her (:

okay so !

updates

BEFORE & DURING

this.

I officially graduated from high school on the 31st of October 2010.

seriously, 5 years passes as fast as ONE day.

I've never imagined myself growing up so fast ! it was like yesterday I was stuck in huggies! (:

in fact, I think everyone else is growing up as fast as I do.

I was just going through some Hannah Montana music, and I realised how

Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus herself is growing up

I started watching her show when she had that weird smile. haha.

and now she's all fashionable and matured. omgg.

the last picture taken before we actually had a week off before SPM.

I think I'm going to miss wearing my school uniform, and that stupid tie that makes me look like a total

idiot.

haha.

I'm going to miss high school lah. I'm going to miss my bunch of friends.

but but, at least there isn't going to be anymore text books.

bloody heavy things, heavier than a oversized doggy.

omgg.!

I swear, I will become the hunchback after this.

LIKE BENGKOK. -.-

now I can't go and tell my friends I took a ruler and measure

and I'm as straight as it is.

pleh.

not going to be happy bout the homework part, I will definitely have homework in college.

there's ALWAYS homework.

I bet when I grow old, and when i'm 70. my homework is to change my grandchildren's diapers!

or wipe their poop off their butts.

seriously, HOMEWORK DOESN'T END.

nevermind that.

I think I did quite well for SPM, overall. I DON'T KNOW (:

but but, I guess so yes. ?

I don't know bout my addmaths, screw that stupid paper. I hope the A range is like

LOW LOW. like a fifty maybe. heh.

HEAR ME KEMENTERIAN. I WANT AN A FOR 50!

OH OH.

the most memorable thing was staying up with Michelle , Ai Peng & Ranald.

passing on tips, waking each other up through phone calls.

we NEVER slept. NEVER.

we stayed up for like 48 hours in total. its serious shit.

Thank goodness the next day was a friday and there wasn't any exam

or we will just DIE.

God saved our lives. (:

and and, it was stupid that we stayed up and nothing comes out.

they could have changed the bloody paper, none of the tips we had that morning

actually got a bullseye.

it was kinda pointless staying up drinking endless cups of coffee and then shitting all night.

I will seriously NEVER forget that night.

EPIC!

yeah. and same thing went for Biology and Physics.

I stayed up. without sleeping.

okay. so I did sleep for about few hours in the morning, but it was less than 5 hours for sure.

and Biology 3 was SHIT.

it was like .

"oh spm's well for you? "

"OMGG. YES. I'M HAPPY! LAST PAPER. LET'S KILL THIS SHIT"

*opens paper*

"SURPRISE SURPRISE. "

"OH FCUK. FCUK FCUK MY LIFE."

some stupid unknown experiment showed up in the paper.

something I bet nobody would actually study it.

unless you're a NERD.

let's just hope for the best. (:

its not the end of the world just yet.

the AFTER SPM !

OH YES.

THE AFTER. THE AFTER IS ALWAYS THE BEST PART.

but , I haven't felt the after SPM affect yet. I'm still in denial that i've actually

am done with high school for good.

it feels as though I only finished finals and I still have to go back to school next year.

It feels odd to actually be partying.

it feels odd to be sleeping at odd times , waking up at odd times.

going out without needing to check if you have tuition.

so anyway, on the 8th.

right after Biology Paper 3, I went off to Curve with Aipeng & Peige.

to SING! (:

we had a date with karaoke.

and at night, it wasn't enough. we STILL partied all the way in KL.

visited the night lights.

I have always remembered, night lights in KL were the best ! makes you feel like you're in paradise.

who said a concrete jungle was bad?

I LIKE. hmph.

OH OH. DADDY BOUGHT A NEW 40 INCH TV.! (:

and its 3D !

like wooooo. haven't actually watched the 3D part.

but I've watched a couple of shows on it.

that night , we bought DVD's to watch. with a box of mini donuts and shandy!

WE PARTY WELL LAH ! . APA SAL :P

on the 10th.

I went out to Gardens with my Pengie (:

haha. I loveee you soo much you idiot.

this idiot, went to highlight and straightened her hair.

HAHA.

and she now is in love with my MOM'S hairstylist. lol.

its hilarious.

But I can't blame her, I'm in love with one of the hairstylist here too.

HAHA.

CURSE YOU SALOON WITH HOT HAIRSTYLIST !

okay so they arent HOT HOT. but yeah they are pretty good looking. honestly.

had a beautiful lunch at Alexis, Gardens.

watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (:

I'M IN LOVE WITH THE WEASLEYS !

yes.

Fred, George. RON

sorry Poh Lian. I don't have the heart to let him go. though his yours.

I'm to intrude! (;

I swear, I kept fantasizing of kissing Ron during the movie. HAHAHAHAHA.

girl hormones :p

and we had a good ride home (:

sorry AiPeng to always have you drive me around, even with a license.

One day I shall treat you in return.

OH AND BTW. I COLOURED MY HAIR ! (:

and got a new watch.

its pretty bling bling (:

OH . & guess what I pondered upon the other day,

I never knew Taylor's had a school of pharmacy?

I would love to attend, where do I sign up dear msn?

bwaha.

oh yes.

I'M GOING TO TAYLORS COLLEGE NEXT YEAR!

BWAHA.

Cambridge A Levels - January Intake.

I have to start early because

NATIONAL SERVICE!

some fucking joke of my life lah.

pffft.

I swear I won't go. how bout you give me 10 thousand US dollars?

and I'll go for you.

I'm more interested in bombing a chemistry lab or dissecting a human.

I do flying fox everyday from my rooftop to my neighbours,

need I go?

anybody kind enough to go in for me? hmm?

RIGHT NOW. ITS 3AM.

& I really want to sleep.

tomorrow.

I shall throw all my books away. and burn my sejarah book.

& i'm meeting up with you tomorrow.

EXCITED(:

I cannot believe you'll be helping me clear up my books and pack.

I'm going to like dera you tomorrow. ahhahahaha you watch out you!

XOXO. lovess !

nights

walking alone.

2010-12-11T00:15:00.003+08:00

HEYYO!

I was actually suppose to write this super long update to make up for the past 2 months

about SPM and all shit

but you see, my mom destroyed my mood. She always makes my life hard to live.

I can barely breath around her, seriously.

oh well.

I will update tomorrow when I have the whole house to myself. AND I'M ALONE!

finally.

I'm going off right after I update songs on Jay Sean.

tomorrow I have to pack my room.

I have to start a new life, but something seems to be in the way.

& I cannot move on.

why oh why do YOU have to be like a bomeerang. why do you keep coming back

when I throw you away?

you are the biggest cause for my sadness.

please go away. PLEASE.

I hope when I shut my eye tonight. I wake up to another happy day.

I was so happy today, until a minute ago.

it came crashing down like the london bridge. :(

nights. loves.

chemistry

2010-11-04T08:07:00.004+08:00

I love him every bit as I love Chemistry, (:

I SHOULD be studying.

but without my tai kor I can't study. bwahaha. (:

so my brain is taking its break. should be starting about later, 8.45am.

because that's the time where he calls

and it isn't good to hear him nag.

I know he loves me. because I love you very much too!

he's been teaching me chemistry.

trying to get me to master SALTS.

which is pretty easy ___ the first part :p

previously I couldn't even understand THE FIRST subtopic.

& when I re did my chem paper, I could have gotten free 10 marks in my exam.

pffft.

so I gotta go study (:

I feel the flame .

TOODLES!

XOXO.

neh chingu (:

2010-10-31T22:02:00.002+08:00

this friends,

I will remember till the end, remember till I die.

probably pray to God that when I drink that drink

to forget my current life, I would beg

him to let me carry on my next life with this memory. (:

because this memory,

no billionaire can buy, nothing can replace.

I LOVE YOU TAN PEIGE & AI PENG THOO.

eternal best buddies.

because you made my high school special.

2010-10-27T22:57:00.002+08:00

I want you..

Lee Gi Kwang. because you're fucking hot. (:

& I so want to go for B2ST's concert (:

may 2011 be a blast with endless Korean concerts!

OMG la. I just got my graduation robe today and I'm graduating

in about 48 hours SHARP.

I'm a big girl now, (:

that I'm going to go crashing clubs, dominating the world.

I'll be in college next year, 11 years of school uniform,

IS GONE. haha.

what a relief. but homework still goes on.

so does assignments and examinations.

oh well.

so anyway, I want sepet eyes lah, don't you think its cute

when you smile?

I don't have sepet eyes, I wantttt! :(

somebody, donate! well, if only we could like change our eye sizes everyday

like changing coloured contact lenses.

my ipod is taking ages to upload 700 songs.

I'm going to use back my nano, since I carelessly scratched my ipod touch's screen

with my house keys.

heartache.

the scratch on the screen is like a scratch on my heart,

it will never go away.

OH,

and I'M STILL SICK.

yes.

I'M STILL SICK

I fall sick every 2 weeks, can you believe that?

no scratch that, I fall sick EVERY week. without fail.

there's always something about my health.

grrr.

I just got out of constipation. don't remind me. horrible week that was.

a reminder to myself ; drink yakult everyday, shit everyday.

I'm going to be healthy in no time. haha.

I'm just worried that if this goes on, I might not survive in college

with all that, "oh you'll be left behind A LOT if you miss class"

in other words, I have to be in college 365 days, even if I am sick,

drag myself there.

even with a knife sticking in my head, and blood flowing everywhere,

I will drag myself there.

so, I've been out with AiPeng a lot lately.

shopping. eating. studying. merayau-rayau (:

common' this is what we do best!

We even bought the same slippers. hahaha. still on the look for the same shirt,

ahh. I love that child, God bless.

had Andrew Choo's seminar last Sunday, 7.30 till 5pm

LONGGG :(

for the sake of SPM, I have to sacrifice everything.

oh well.

this would mean, this would be the last blog post I guess,

any opinions on whether I should keep my facebook activated?

I miss Gossip Girl marathon.

What happen to Season 4 :(

sooo must get the DVD's after SPM, probably watch till

I die of clogged blood in the brain. :p

haha. okayyy. just kidding. you know that (:

anyho, gtg.

everyone, all the best for SPM.

same goes for me. bwahha.

twitter will still be updated from time to time.

because I followed gi kwang, I cannot leave twitter. (:

XOXO.

If Its Love (:

2010-10-16T21:39:00.007+08:00

You know the flyfm morning call?

I feel like pranking Ai Peng & Peige.

because as usual, this is my way to show my love. (:

Dear facebook, I'm so proud. Thank you for noticing.

last week, my hot boyfriend(coughszacefroncoughscoughs) threw my slippers in the fish pond totally killing it.

haha. who am I to kid?

OWH. I am caught between two. I currently am in love with both of you D:

why?!

Hell, I need answers before the end of the world.

Miranda Cosgroove - Stay my baby, reminds me of the both of you. every single happy song, romantic song

reminds me of the both of you.

Sometimes I clearly know who I love, but at times things tend to get all twisted up.

I'm scared of loosing the both of you tooo :(

oh well.

awww. Ai Peng, ti amo <3>

I've been with you for 4 years now, & our friendship is still standing tall.

I have always appreciated her around, all the laughing and goofing

anything I do crazy and out of the box, its always with ai peng (:

I think we can be mighty babies ruling the new born ward BWAHAHAHA. if we were born on the same day.

so anyway,

I've been having a weird addiction to Penguins of Madagascar

because I'm addicted to

THIS...

BWAHAH.

King Julien, ultimate LOVEEE (:

161010 Pn Alainal's Retirement

I'm going to miss all this from high school :(

I'm going to miss having Pn Alainal being our headmistress,

after all 5 years with her.

gotta go, with Love,

XOXO.

2010-10-11T18:10:00.003+08:00

HAIYUM (:

I'm starting to wonder if my life is being jinxed.

nothing good happens, since 3 weeks ago. its like,

there's just something that WILL eventually get me, eat me, cause me pain

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.

2010-10-10T10:22:00.003+08:00

Idiots like youuuu,

makes me watch Sesame Street with you in the middle of the night

instead of getting my beauty sleep.

damn you,

I just LOVE you so much boy,

XOXO.

baby pluto with wiggling butts, oh we'll get (:

2010-10-07T22:30:00.008+08:00

If its loveeeee,

if I'm addicted to loving and you're addicted to my love tooo,

boy, you make me love you SOO freaking much ;)

seriously, ever since 3 weeks ago, I have been hanging out with you so much

I realised how much I love you. haha.

you make me smile like an idiot :):):)

you call me your goat, but I don't mind cause you're my idiot.

I love you because you don't ask me if I'm okay,

but you hug me and tell me you're going to block the storm with your broad shoulders?

haha.

how lame can you be boy?

but that is what makes you my sweetheart! <3>

sometimes you make me feel like slapping you, because of you're stupid jokes.

like your "botak duck" , heading to the morning market with you was like walking through wonderland

(although it totally doesn't relate)

haha.

instead of 7 colours of the rainbow, you fill my rainbow with 49 beautiful colours. ;)

bottom line, I just love you way too much :) :) :):)

so anyway,

HIEEE ;D

haha, yes I have been really lovey dovey this days.

so I have been away for a long long time, haven't I?

UPDATES! UPDATES!

been out studying a lot with Ai Peng, at our usual

starbucks!

CARAMEL MACHIATO YOU ROCK! :D

it was like a week the both of us have been

at starbucks drinking COFFEE.

we even managed to spend time with Phua Chu Kang

HILARIOUS SHIT.

I have a thing for stupid shows ;p

& we both graduated from driving school.

officially driving a black & silver vios, up and down town!

honk honk!

haha.

WE ARE LEGAL DRIVERS!

Interact End Year Party! :)

yup, that marks the end of my service as an interactor.

in fact, I now have my certificate.

haha.

My next step, rotary!

2 weeks holiday before exam,

attending some seminar at SEGi college

I felt like going to college was something so awesome,

its like my new playground.

the classrooms are so comfortable, I dont' sleep.

no seriously.

enjoyed the whole two days of it :)

............

and a few more other events,

. CHEER 2010.

. CLASS FIELD TRIP TO SCIENCE FESTIVAL.

. MORE OUTINGS WITH AI PENG .

.DRIVING PEIGE & WIN YEAN AROUND.

. GOING OUT WITH YOUUU ;)

OWHHHH.

what matters most,

TRIALS IS OVER, GRADUATION IS COMING :)

why the hell do humans grow up so fast!

XOXO.

2010-08-01T18:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3>

Tiffany Unnie. ;D

See you in Japan. I'm so going to miss watching

you host Music Bank with Yuri.

XOXO.

2010-07-23T14:52:00.002+08:00

I would just DIE in this concert. ;D

currently, SOOO in love with B2ST & Gi Kwang
I cant kiss him all day ;D ahahhahaaha.

XOXO.

2010-07-21T11:28:00.002+08:00

Twitter is forever overcapacity isn't it?
oh well.

I haven't heard my voice in ONE WEEK.
probably I won't even recognize myself when I really start speaking again.
stupid mouth infection.
I better start eating right before I end up with another on the left,
the whole week with it was just hell
I couldn't eat, couldn't drink, couldn't speak, couldn't smile
I don't even know how I look like smiling already.

Its even worse now :(
with my sprained left hand.
The only way to communicate was using paper and pencil
now its SIGN LANGUAGE.
hoh boy, anybody got lessons?

I think it could be a punishment from God, I don't know.
I keep thinking bout it that way.
for the mouth, teaching me a lesson not to misuse it. ;D
as for the hand, stop slapping people. AHAHAHAH.
I'm going to really take care of myself after his, it stops all my activities
and it isn't making my life any better.

Imma take my rest now, byeee ;)

my baby boy ;)

XOXO.

2010-07-18T16:55:00.002+08:00

HEY YOU !

this goes out to the things & people who always make my day ;)
tehee.

I know I should be studying right now. Give me a minute lah buddy!
not like YOU study ;p

I miss Form 2, I used to study with Ai Peng EVERY morning before school.
till last year, she was my study buddy!
you know I cherish you for it right? ;)
She used to go on and on about this vitamins for science and
without even needing to read it, I totally have it in my mind!

Watching King & I makes me relieve my childhood.
I love the botak fat dude. SHOOO CUTE!
he kept loosing his tooth. HAHAHA.
teaches you not to play with a monkey, kids.
Its going to be my all time favourite movie till I die!
17 years on top charts, GOO KING AND I! ;D

Yunho oh Yunho ;)
my dearest husband. When are you coming back into my life?
I'm through with all this reality love crush thingy.
I rather have you. Though you may not be directly here for me
but I know, whenever I hear your voice, see your photographs
or even close my eyes just to see you in my mind
I know, I'll always be happy.

I'm so tired of liking someone and not getting loved back.
it hurts, seriously.
so its going to stop.
don't know how many times I've said this already. bleh -.-

SO, this time its true. ;)
& Yunho would definitely help me.

XOXO.

2010-07-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

But how do you expect me to live alone just me
cause my world revolve around you its hard for me to breath,
<3>

HEYO ;D
first up,

Hari Keusahwanan was yesterday, I hate it when they call it canteen day
it sounds so lame. beew
so anyway,
it was alright. not too good, it was real HELL for me.
was like pretty angry with tons of people on that day
some people OPENED my stuff without my permission, used it and kept it quiet
different situation, same people who got me ticking.

SOMEONE did not show up and told me he will.
I should have just known.
someone else on the other hand said he couldn't show up
but my instinct told me he would
and he did! ;D
for a little while, it was good enough.

owhh boy, you are soo good looking in real life.
but you are short, ;\
who cares, i just know I'm in love with you
and height isn't going to be a in the way.

being same height with you is an advantage! ;D

I really want to make my very own musical with the ones I love ;D
i wonder if he and his brother would care to join me,
I sense that they like singing
haha.
that would be soo super awesome to do a duet with him, my heart would be pounding
like hell. ;D
defenitely, I would love to duet I wanna know you.

after SPM perhaps,
before he goes to Australia. I'll invite him for a musical.
tehee.

right now I'm trying so hard to like finish up my ipod thingy.
I accidently deleted 600 + songs on SATURDAY.
pfft.
and there's only hell left, and it isn't even a good song to go to bed with.

My mother is insane, she naggs even when I'm half naked,
guess because report card day is on Wednesday, bleh.
I rather it not comes so fast. I did SOOO badly,
she's probably going to ground me

but oh well, its for my own good ;D
I need proper discipline lah
I'm a devil's child. peee.

I want to be a good girl, I've always dreamt of going off to boarding school in England.

my boys are cho cute ;D

updates next weekend, till then.

XOXO.

2010-07-01T23:47:00.002+08:00

HAYLOW! ;D
I'm so interested in Glee music now. hah!
finally the mood sets in, I never get it why
people were obsessed with Glee till yesterday.

1. FINN IS SOO FCUKING HOT. ;D
2. the songs are super awesome. yeshh. their own version is soo cool.

so yeah.
OMG, thank goodness Cik Foo did not weigh me today.
I swear lah if I went on that weighing scale, after donkey years
Cik Foo is really gonna take a big knife and carve all my fat off me.

Seriously lah, I damn fat. ;p

FUH.
Hari Keusahwanan is a day away, and I'm excited
aren't you?
well, I texted my two guys and they responded to me well
;D
they will try to come but something tells me
that ONE of them are coming for sure.
damn hyped up in school because of this matter .

& I'm downloading sound effects,
all hail, I survived throughout whole youtube haunted effects thing
I screamed like 6 times at first, nearly cried for two days straight
but yeah I'm fine now. ;D

its 12 now. probably update more tomorrow, I'm very sleepy.
survived the whole day without complaining! ;D woooo.

2010-06-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

It hurts so much to love you the way I do
and then look at you and realize
how much you don't care.

owh bobby. ;(

I'm home, but I'm way too tired.
will update another time aites?

making my blog go private soon.
because I don't want everyone to intrude in my private life.

XOXO.

2010-06-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

Does a smile only last for one second?
Does happiness act like water, just evaporating into the surroundings?

why does happiness only last for a while?
can't I keep this smile forever?

whyy.
worries.

Right now, I feel like locking myself away
from everything else.
Why Am I SOO stupid to even repeat my mistakes.

Guess, history doesn't take effect on me.

XOXO.

2010-06-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

BLOODY FUCKING PISSED OFF.
FUCK YOU BITCH.

IDIOT.
STUPID GOOD FOR NOTHING WHORE.

XOXO.

2010-06-21T18:56:00.002+08:00

No one looks THIS GOOD in black
but him ;D

& I heart Cotton On & MNG
so the very much. ;D

watching this makes me miss Peige.
& I want to be part of a CF seeing
that its super fun ;D

2010-06-19T16:42:00.002+08:00

O.o
ME LAHHH. SHIN HYO LI.
tsk tsk, this people don't know how to spell my name
but it sounds so alike, say it fast repeatedly!

My shoulder blades are aching.
ONLY A FEW MORE TO GO!
HWAITINGGGG ;D

Give it to me love baby, I love youuu <3>
I had a dream of Bob. HAHAHAHA.
and he looked so hot. ;D

won't tell you what it is ;p
come to me personally.

2010-06-19T11:18:00.002+08:00

I enjoyed Toys Story 3 (3D) with this fella.
& I LOVE TOYS STORY 3 ;D

I love my school holiday! ;D
from

. Ice Skating Adventure ;D
. Highway Code Kursus
. Baseball
. Toys Story 3

I like holidays now,
I only spend it with the people I want to spend it with
and I feel so contented!

School is two days away,
murder me already,
I'm never happy in school.

I will be attending prom & its because I want to spend
more time with my 5 best friends ;D

I want to spill my anger. ;s

PERSON A : stupid idiot, leaving me to do all the work ? THIS IS THE LAST TIME
I'm going to ever want to do all this shit already.
you're lucky I don't know how to stand up and rip your heartless heart out.
if not I'll do.
I HATE YOU. let me emphasis that, I HATE YOU.
I don't know why I even put up with you.

PERSON B : eh, what's up with you lah? STOP popping up in my mind
I'm planning to forget you and that is final.
I just realised that you damn cinapek okay!
I DON'T WANT to see you anymore okay,
for what you've done.
you idiot, ignoring me for no stupid reason, so much for treating you nice?
if there's a problem come ask me you fish.

PEOPLE CDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXY : YOU PEOPLE ARE THE WORSE PEOPLE ON THE PLANET
I can't believe I treated you as my friends?
GO KISS THE WALL.
puhh.
I did everything for all of you, terrorizing my property for your OWN USE
I never said anything, with you all putting your filthy
hands on my property.
destroying it sometimes.
IDIOTS.
and this is how you treat me?
should have known, you good for nothing. hope you'll go to hell first.

same goes for person A.
wait no, hell is too easy. I hope there's a worse place in this universe

Person Z : stop giving me lah the fcuking pressure.
I know what I want, I'm aware of what I'm doing
I don't need you to tell me to do anything, I have my own health doctor.
I don't NEED you to tell me what to do
so what if you're concern?
I DON'T WANT YOU TOO.
all you care is humiliate me because of my weakness
in front of my all so called friends.
ARGHHH.

okay I'm done.
but I ain't happy yet.

2010-06-17T21:20:00.002+08:00
I don't want to look hot, sexy or beautiful, I just want to be intelligent. - says LilianChin.

okay forget it, I forgot what I wanted to update while I'm still happy.
NOW,
my mother just ruined the mood for me, so yes goodbye. I'll update tomorrow if I'm still
feeling it.

2010-06-16T22:25:00.002+08:00

OMG.
this made my day ;D
I wish they were my daughters, and he was my husband. HAHA.
but I already have one. peee.

after all that sleeping and cold.
I can't believe I'm actually sick.

nobody wears that outfit better than he does :D

Gosh I miss that smile.
even being sick is something good ;D

I've been lucky today!
some lady gave me exclusive vip pass to enter MNG sale preview
BECAUSE
I shouted out loud
" I WANT TO BE AN MNG MEMBER"
to my mom who was walking away -.-

SOOO AWESOME RIGHT?
I love you lady, God bless you.

more updates later. I'm sooo sleepy .

XOXO.

2010-06-15T16:54:00.002+08:00
Heyooo from Starbucks!
OH, my blog layout is nearly done but this days, I'm never satisfied with whatever I do.
seriously.
I've been fidgeting with the class layout today.
all morning up till right now, when I give up.
I don't know what I want, I don't know what to do.
why?

because of the tuna filling puff lover.
I can't really concentrate either cause I'm sick. NOT mentally or heartsick.
I just am really having this bad irritation in my throat then I think I'm going to be struck
by fever.
probably. I think my immune system decided to give in.
Right now, I just feel like sleeping. & nothing is going to stop me, that's what I'll do. ;D

you know, I don't get it why he does that to me?
ignoring me. no matter what, just ignoring me.
I don't know what the have I done to you to deserve this.
We started off okay why is it turning around?
Didn't you like the time when I just made you smile?
Why did you have the heart to push me away just because you have now something else to
help cheer you up.
I thought you were different, everyone said you are nice, nice to be around with
but why are you proving me wrong?

please don't do this to me :(
I really really like you.
You wouldn't even give me a chance to spend time with you beyond texting.
You wouldn't even tell me the reason you hate me, IF you have.
why would you want to lie to me?

It was a mistake to put you in my life, it was a mistake knowing you.
it was the biggest mistake to have you BACK in my life.
you were gone before, I should have allowed you to.

mom's coming to pick me up in 10 minutes.
I'm going to pack up now. go home then only continue with the school leavers page.
Hopefully Pn. Cheong doesn't reject once again, I swear I would kill myself.
I think I should be brainstorming for more layout ideas. ;s just to stay away from taking the risk.
its not something easy, that's why.

There's no more gossip girl, ended tragically.
Georgina came back pregnant, Chuck Bass got shot and is probably dead.
something tells me there is Season 4 but I can't wait!
I need it, my daily dose of it is like eating drugs to stay high.

Nevermind, I'll go home and sleep, and rest. ;s

my butt's flat. so toodles ;D

XOXO.

2010-06-14T11:57:00.001+08:00
I wanna know youuuu ;D

I feel so good to have bobby back in my life. tehee.
I never felt so happy since I have you back in my life.

XOXO.

2010-06-12T19:24:00.003+08:00

My holidays are not done, but I feel like today should be a good day.
;D
went through the first 6 hour lecture, undang-undang. my god.
so the first 3 hours were a killer, the man was sooo draggy. his voice was.
and suprisingly he managed to make me and ai peng and some other 70 people in class sleep.
then the next 2 hours was good.
it became a comedy. hahaha.
thanks to gummy bear & Timothy Khoo. well, he said that dude is a gummy bear
Three of us had a great time laughing our heads off at him.
he was extra hilarious when he taught us about road signs. YELLOW road signs to be precise.

so he goes showing a cow sign board, we all know what is it about and he goes,
" OH TENGOK, LEMBU."
and we just ROFL-ED. okay he seriously is funny!

and then there was once where he showed this sign that indicated the road tak rata
and he was like
" tanah tak rata.." pauses and then
" ADA BONGGOL. "
it wasn't suppose to be funny but the way he said it was just soooo hilarious.

you should have been there. SHIT funny.
and he goes,
no entry sign means, pauses for like a really long time,
tak boleh masuk.

HAHAHAHAHA. SOOOO FUNNY ;D
seriously funny.

Listening to Ever Ever After from the Enchanted soundtrack makes me so tingly happy!
I know right? after so long. well, long live memories.
so anyway, I'm glad I'm getting the hang of putting him away from my life
saying that we are over makes me want to say over and over again because it sounds just hell good.
I believe its because I have my "family" there for me. & I know it only is worth giving my love to my "family"
you know who you are!
why do I need such a special love from a boy when I can get TONS of it from family.
I have 3 families, mind you. ;D

& &
I assume to be very very lucky because I have found that top 9 friends that I know
even if I were to be in a very difficult position, they'll always be there for me no matter what.

that reminds me, I miss my twins. ;D

Tan Peige & Edmund Koh once made my day
just as hilarious as today ;D

something I can look back and smile just automatically.

hahaha.

it feels so good to feel neutral, not falling in love. a burden is lifted.
oh thank God ;D
bless you BOB! ;D

2010-06-10T14:15:00.002+08:00
I miss my Serena Van Der Woodsen. :(

XOXO.

2010-06-09T21:38:00.002+08:00
OMG.
Faceboook is really being an ass. peee. they will only upload ONE photo at once.
uploading photos on it probably would take me 13 freaking long draggy hours.

Okay so I give up.
decided to send 135 photographs to Ai Peng & Poh Lian through email.
I had the most awesome time today. ;D
baseball, all the laughing. the sushi.
omg. that's all we had, japanese lunch & japanese for tea. HAHAHAHA.
call us crazy! we know you would LOVE to join us one day.

had another awesome day last Tuesday morning.
had Gossip Girl marathon with ze couzsine.
& I finally downloaded caroline. It was so hilarious to think back about it.
watching it was funny. I screamed for about like 7 times okay.
because they wanted to sew button eyes for the girls. OMGOSH.
I know right?
you should have been there to see my face .AHAHAHA. there was a picture taken, but I'm
not going to risk putting it up. later it might end up on the front cover of STAR.

Okay, I'm going to live without you. at least I'm going to learn.
I don't think having you around just because you're funny and you ONCE made me happy.
its not enough.
Soon enough, I'm going to be able to forget you.

because I have Garfield in 30minutes.
mind you, that orange FAT CAT is better than you ;D
I've got Yunho, and though he isn't someone in my reality life
I will still only acknowledge him as part of my love life because this is how much I love him.

when mummy asked what my ideal boyfriend/husband is

I just told her.

Yunho just is ;D

2010-06-08T23:34:00.003+08:00
Some guys really can break your heart,
All I know is that I'm hell pissed off with him and even with an apology
I don't want to accept it.
because,
for the past week, I felt like I wasted all my time texting you, wondering if you're happy or not
actually caring for you.

and its true that people always wish that they can read other people's mind
like how I wish I could read his mind.
there's this minute he's extra nice to you and tells you that you make him happy
next he gives you hints that something else is rather more important than you.
confusing.

I only know the reason why I'm not ready to accept him back into my life
after what had just happened
is because I don't want to get hurt all over again,

I really don't know what to do now.
:(
why must I get myself involve with this shit?

3words.8letters

2010-06-07T14:01:00.004+08:00

I think my blog is such a screw up! ;O
non of the skins on blogksins.com or cutestblogontheblock.com is working out for meh.
I don't know lah, probably its just me.
I keep thinking bout that stupid camp. like, wtf they are doing now and stuff. crazy shit.
but suprisingly, I senyum kambing-ed when I found out the stone age dude did not go.
;D

went out with ze gang yesterday for Mun Yee's 17th Birthday. ice skating at sunway.
hell fun ;D
ice-skating has always been lah, minus the bruises and cramps.
stuffed ourselves like mad at sakae sushi.
my first time drinking 2 CANS of 7-up after 3 years. damn thirsty right after the skating.
wasn't so hungry though.
bill came up to like RM 167.45 . nice one huh?
sushi isn't fattening so who cares lah right? raw here and there.

Peige adopted a doggy.
I feel like adopting a guinea pig or a hamster. HAHAHAHAA.
seriously, those things are soooo freaking cute! especially guinea pigs, so fat. so nice to hold
to squeeze! HAH. no I'm joking. ;D
I don't have the heart to go squeezing it till the intestines falls out.

I feel like chopping my hair.
my current inspiration would be Tiffany Hwang. ;D

Style #1 . sooo pretty ;D
so young and elegant looking.
Style 2. more mature like?
Style 3. cute?
never had fringe before.
Style 4. SEXHAY ;D
okay now pick ;D
I just realised its all short. except the first one.
I don't know if I should just keep and re curl the thing. not sure ;s
but I think, it is time for a change.
perhaps, I'll look better? WHO KNOWS ;D

All those changes I'm ready to do to myself.
I'm tired of the old me.

my neck won't TURN. bloody hell. not even a 90 degree.
don't know lah, some kind of problem is going on within me.

I'll see you around!
OMG. ITS GOSSIP GIRL DAY! ;D tehee.

XOXO.

#2

2010-06-03T18:23:00.002+08:00

I dedicate Smile Boy to Cho Kyuhyun Oppa ;D
because, he's going into hospital or probably already went in. Some surgery for the inflamation in his middle ear.
;s eeek. too much headphones? I better put mine away.
Oppa, I'll always be there for you okay. because I'm about to be just like you. tehee.

;D

sarangeh! teheee.

#1

2010-06-02T15:49:00.002+08:00

My boys make me proud ;D
Lee Minho & Lee Donghae.

OMGGG HIEEE ;D
yes, I'm slightly much happier for now.
the dateline for the school leavers page is FINALLY extended. I have approximately 2 weeks to do the thing.
well, yeah Kim & I have to redo everything from scratch, but I'm sure things would work out.

Don't you just wish you could stab someone without going to jail? yeah.
some stupid bitch barked at me. she just kept barking. & I cannot stand it anymore because she ain't cute.
thanks for crushing my life. but too bad, it doesn't just revolve around you.
loosing a friend like you won't make my life go to hell but suprisingly it is going to be HEAVEN.
well, I'm going to start making changes during the holidays. to myself, and my life. yeah.

SO! I'm ready for the change. ;D
my cousins are going to be around to help me, to give me the support I need.
yes, I LOVE YOU.
they know me better than anyone else, they know what I truly need what I really am going through.

#1

2010-05-31T18:45:00.002+08:00
I miss my husband ;D tehee.
its time to bring him back into my life, I don't like divorces. hahaha.
he has been gone for way too long. WAY TOO LONG. gone with his career, and now he's back!
araso? ;D

omg. I'm going to start putting numbers as my title. I'm way too lazy to figure out
a title for every single one of my post, sometimes it gets even too random to find one ;s
so anyway,
I'm sick. yeah down with a headache, fever sorts and snorts. eeee.
Tomorrow's PJK so whatever lah for now.

TONIGHT'S THE FIRST EPISODE OF GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 3. toot.
;D
I am going to be watching it, yes.

so imma bounce now, there's another show to catch.
toodles.

hugs and kisses. muwah ;D

2010-05-29T22:21:00.002+08:00
here you go.
I'm probably the most boring person on this entire planet. lol. oh GOD save me.
I don't feel like studying chemistry lah. honestly, I kept sleeping in my book more than reading
since when did chemistry become a snooze subject compared to sejarah? ;O hoh.
yeah so anyway, I WILL be studying later. oh well, literally. my bed is so comfty, I might end up sleeping -AGAIN.
this is shitz. just a few more papers to go.

LILIAN OH LILIAN. JUST STUDY ;S for the sake of the last few papers to slug through.
the whole of last week was like, fuh. probably sucked a bit, probably not. I tell you, exams are really crazy
they get lengthen the older you grow. I cannot remember the time where I actually stood for more than an hour, oh yeah 1 MONTH AGO. hell lah.
its like a routine, home eat sleep sit till next morning , cry. never been so depressed in my whole entire life
isn't senior year that time of your life where you enjoy, upgrade your damn stinky social life?
mine's in the longkang so no worries. ;D

I am still in the midst of searching for the perfect blogskin that can present my blog well.
& holiday plannings. ;D
tehe. I always love planning for the holidays.
taking undang with ai peng is one of it. yes, I have intentions to drive before August. but we shall see bout that.

mom & I had the most awesome convo sometime on the way back from tuition.

mom : hey what car do you want to drive?
me : AUDI. probably a BMW.
mom : more realistically lah.
me : okay myvi -.- , its not like you're going to be me one nice car right?
mom : honda?
me : TOOT TOOOT. I WANT HONDAY CITY ;D

yeahhh. and we started talking bout number plates.
its so farnee I kept wanting a number plate that started with an S. bringing a singaporen car is going to cost me
taxes tak habis-habis , so forget bout it.
ah you know, I can't wait to actually be able to drive at least to midvalley lah.
damn potong you know, drive up to the gate only.

I put on weight. heh. so much for the yuri wanna be. I blame it on the exams, no seriously.
haven't been to the gym for so long is causing me guilt. giving me nightmares
weights are like hitting me. ;O
as soon as the exam finishes, I'm spending my whole weekend at the gym till I loose that 2kg's I put on.
screw you exams.
which reminds me, if I have to sit for the exam papers again , I really am going to screw someone.
I can't afford another month of exam, I've got a bloody life to live.

a boy to chase ;p
damn thick skin weih. its the modern world, stick with it. girls rule we dominate ;D
so yeah, I want to speak to tuna puff boy soo much right now.
I miss how he makes me senyum kambing. hahaha.
Mich is probably going to ROFL at this one.;D

heh but anyways, I'm sleepy. so see you sometime around.
my blog is still under construction.
peee. ;s

XOXO.

hearts.

2010-05-29T21:16:00.001+08:00

I FEEL LIKE PARTYING WITH TUNA PUFF BOY.
I LOVE TUNA PUFF BOY
100 % SURE.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHHAAH ;] I LOVE TUNA PUFF.

TUNA PUFFFFF LIKES POOL.

howh.

2010-05-27T22:12:00.001+08:00
I just feel so odd. Not so myself.
I feel like sleeping. ;D
now, that's me.

updates next week. too lazy.
too much things happened. I'm heart broken thanks.
tuna puff boy, you are beginning to be an ass. not replying my messages?
people say you might not have credit, I don't think its just that.

I don't know what boys think,
one minute they like speaking to you, one minute they don't.
life sucks this way.

pulling out now.

XOXO.
don't even begin asking me about my exams. IT WAS AND IS POOP.

#123

2010-05-14T20:57:00.003+08:00
I love Friday the 14th of May ;]
2010, to be specific.
haha.

Loads had me smiling, grinning GOING HIGH.
yes.

. Tuna Puff boy & I had so much fun sms-ing nearly made me flirt for an hour ;] Had 30 sms-es
free, only like about 10 left. LOL.
. Ai Peng & Michelle Lim are the BOMB. never would have guessed what we went through
during tuition.
. Remembering how crappy Jasmine Kweh can be is SOOOO equally funny ;]
. I found out that junior of mine, is my brother's sister. haha. there's a catch, my secret ;]
. Girls' Generation has 2 new songs , jiggy jiggy. i'm feeling it.
. Downloading Super Junior's new album, I say they all look hot.
. I bought a new red awesome top at Mynt. I heart Tropicana Mall.
. I stayed home and I actually managed to study Chapter 4 Form 5. let's hope I remember.
. I watched Valentine's Day , turned out to be the crappiest movie on the planet, no
just damn hilarious.
. now I can dance to Cooky like a maniac since there's a 3 minute version.

HAHAHAA.

I LOVE TODAY ;]
XOXO.

Omma.

2010-05-09T16:35:00.002+08:00

P.R.E.T.T.Y
yes they are ;D

this is what I call, my inspiration.
to be the next So Nyuh Shi Dae. minus the skin colour.
but it usually doesn't matter right?
since, tanned is the new beautiful.
I never get it why people HAVE to make themselves
look like they got bleached.
I wanted to, but knowing I can't
I've turn my mind against it.

I'm going to go work out now and then
like more frequently. lift weights, run on the threadmill
everything I can
till I become Tiffany & Yuri, or any other SNSD members
Exam is around the corner.
So I have three goals.

one. loose weight till I become Tiffany/Yuri
two. get more than 5 A's. OMG PLEASEEE. no more fails.
three. get some rest. like plenty.

so I will be missing out on Supercamp this year again.
I want to be alone after the exams,
to focus on my exercise
& hopefully when school reopens, I have the whole new me.
I've gone half way, I need to keep going.
loosing about 8kg's isn't simple. let me tell you that
Amy Lim, you are also my inspiration.
this girl really is incredible. the most awesome.

oh oh.
I am going to motivate myself by saying

I will be able to watch 50 movies in a day
I will go to redbox and sing my lungs out
go out shopping like crazy
beautify myself.
get a new Sony Ericsson handphone.
live a wonderful life.

everything after my exams.

one week. EEEKS.

I'll talk more about my birthday after the exams.
this would probably be my last post for this week.
but in one word,
I'll say my birthday just totally rocked!
totally unexpected and because now I know
who my real friends are.

;]

yet I created some new enemies. and its probably
multiplying more than my best friends
they don't know I've created them as enemies
too bad, I like to keep it a secret.
keep you in suspense wondering what shit you have done towards me
thanks a lot bitches. and butch.

I miss Yunho so effin much.
wasn't live so much better when I just shut
myself out of reality?

XOXO.
oh yeah. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. ;]

hey, I love you!

2010-05-05T22:22:00.002+08:00
eh tuna puff. ;p
you made me smile like an idiot.
& I LOVE YOUUUU.

I want to be yours ;D tehee.
I made up my mind.

XOXO.

I LOVE TUNA PUFF BOY ;]
I really do.

2010-05-03T20:04:00.001+08:00
my birthday would have been a blast
if it wasn't for some people
who HAD to spoil all the fun.

I give up. Totally do.

Shake it like you mean it.

2010-05-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

Shake it like a pom pom ;]
heyyy!
I feel like taking up modelling. haha joking. who am I to kid?
with this face of mine. ;p

Pop Royalty brought back Hairspray fever.
I miss ladies choies ;]
OHHHH.
SOMETHING IS ON TOMORROW!
AHAHAH.
if you don't know, I'll spank your ass. probably dig your brain out.
Birthday wish is just easy, get every bitch and ass holes out of my face. thanks.
seriously, I have been trying to save all those tears this days, I probably lost more tears
than more blood during menstruation okaye.
I cried the hell out this whole week. Couldn't count the days I've been happy.
I had to lie, put on a fucking fake smile.

& I'm tired of it.

okay, screw it. ;]
check this out .

I want to own one ;]
yesh.
& LG COOKY
NINTENDO DS CAMERA!
YESHHHH.

and when I get to korea, I'm going to use their dream world.
because I wanna syok sendiri with Super Junior & DBSK next to me.
yessss!
SPM better come and go off faster
I'm making up my mind to skip prom and go to South Korea
have a jolly good time.

I'm nerding. BYEEE ;]

say proud ;D

2010-04-30T20:49:00.002+08:00
because this made my day change 360 degrees

Yunho is chosen to be South Korea's representative at the World Expo 2010 in Shanghai.
THE PROMOTIONAL CLIP IS SUPER AWESOME. ;D
& I have forgotten how much I love him.
because his smile is what makes my day feel like the day I got my first birthday cake.

FX is releasing their new album on my birthday ;D
isn't that super awesome?
at least something grand is happening on my birthday.

Kim has Eclips coming out on her birthday. wicked!

XOXO.

muah.

2010-04-30T00:56:00.002+08:00

YES.
I AM HELL STRESSED.
THANK YOU.
FOR NOT BEING A BITCH ;]

TOMORROW
I WILL SLEEP AFTER DRINKING
A BOTTLE OF ALCOHOL
UNTIL SUNDAY MORNING.

XOXO

you.

2010-04-27T20:56:00.003+08:00

HI! ;D
owh, I'm still waiting for my Sony Ericsson Xperia.
& my phone is karat-ing.

I cannot wait for this Saturday.
because I'll be turning legal, and unsafe with my friends ;D
No driving license yet dowh, boo you!
you know what, I'll just drive illegal to the nearest mamak.

I miss R. sohhh much :(
I moved on and I defenitely WILL move further away from BOB.
he's a bitch. thank you.

oh boy oh boy,
I want him to teach me snooker!
my basics started with whacking a really hot dude on shoulder.

-.-
go ahead laughing.
you're face is going to stay that way ;p

so anyway,
the next two days is probably going to be hectic.
damn RM 2400 school leavers page to handle. I can freaking buy the whole of MNG already.
shopping!
I want to go ;D
rather tempting thank you.

I miss Pluto.
Everytime I go toys 'r' us at tropicana mall,
I'm always there to hug it till I got satisfied.

SOMEONE BUY ME PLUTO FOR MY BIRTHDAY ;D

I think I'm only going to start studying only when I know I can settle down.
its annoying when something comes and you it disrupts your study plans.
after thursday NOBODY disturbs me.
hopefully.

I'm trying out for Bellerby's Scholorship using my May results.
because I miss England.

XOXO.

2010-04-25T21:03:00.001+08:00

HOMG ;D

burned.

2010-04-23T21:00:00.002+08:00
I'M SHOOOO EXCITED ;D
aren't you?

because I have a monsoon drain to puke my intestines out.
disgusting lesbians. not that I don't APPROVE of such relationship
but just don't do skinship and show me. that's just gross.
even worse than squashing your brain. ;s

anyways, my birthday is coming. ;D
like a WEEK AWAY.
ngeh ngeh.
I have plans. tehee. I have bags to fill. purse to fill.

my msn picture is so beautiful lah ;D
so breathtaking. ahahahaha.
mun yee knows why.
all the reasons why I lurf her ;D

& you betta not take that blood away from me. I'LL SLAP YOU.
yeah you, talking to you. you big burnt unboiled potato.

XOXO.