| Wednesday, January 19, 2011
I guess what they say is right. You wont know how to cherish or love something till you actually loose it.When I had a chance to go to school, I rather skip. At this moment, no matter how much I want to go back and go through school all over again, I will never get a chance ever again.
Its sad. I use to complain about homework, heat and stuff but I never realised the advantages of it. Even if it was homework at least we were being spoon fed , right now in college - WAKE UP ! WE DONT GET SPOON FED.
Day 2 at college - so so.
I dont really like college. its freezing, and I'm tired. I use to complain that school hours till 2pm is too long, right now I have to stay up till 4.30pm.
& I dont get days off. Soon , my ECA (extra curricular activities) will start, and then I will be in college till Saturday.
fuck my life lah. Im just waiting for me to snap. break down. whatever it is.
My teachers are alright, Im just so bored of introducing myself to the world, I wish I could just stick a big sticker on my forehead saying " I'M LILIAN. HELLO ! I'M A FEMALE HUMAN "
My ambition is to take a gun and shoot them idiots dead. sorry. Im just BORED to hell with that kind of sessions.
and I'm already on exam pressure.
I have to study my ass off for my AS exam in August, and my trials this May. CAN YOU JUST SHOOT ME ?
its important - so i can get my placing in nottingham.
and A2 - is going to be hard. OH NICE. and I thought SPM was the shitty one . there is a shittier one now. great !
I'm so so tired right now.
and I miss Bobby Boy, I wonder how he's doing in uni.
XOXO.
