| Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Do you see the highlights on AiPeng's hair?
do you see my brown hair?
HAHA (:
ash brown. yes. mine is ash brown. to be precise.
so anyway,
I'M FLUSHED.
and it has only been the second week SPM ended.
and the FIRST week I started playing.
I think I'm going to die on the first of January. like really die
sleep all day.
I have weird goals this time,
like sleep for the 13 hours straight without waking up, but I screwed it up
cause after 10 hours I can NEVER sleep again. this sucks.
Australia is in two days and I don't feel like going
seeing how tired I actually am right now. :(
I'll probably go and drag my feet there.
I have to go now,
got to finish up the things I need to do before I leave this place.
and I need to sleep.
oh and one more thing,
PLEASE BOY, LEAVE ME ALONE OKAY?
because of you I'm never happy.
because of you, I loose interest in my life, I just want to lock myself
in my room and cry .
I tried and tried so hard to avoid you, to stay away from you
but yet you come back,
let me ask you, WHY?
why do you have to do this to me?
I am a nobody to you, is this how you want to treat me?
I'm sorry. I don't know how to appriciate it,
you can say , I'm really old fashion and stupid to think this way but
I think our birthday's or our birth months may not be right
might be telling me that we shouldn't continue as friends.
because one of us will get hurt, and for now. I know its me
and I'm done suffering. at least, for you.
so please. PLEASE go away. stop coming back to me, I BEG YOU.
XOXO. LOVE .
bye!
