fantasy is your best friend | Thursday, April 8, 2010
ohhh mother. mixed feelings is banyak teruk ;(
but you know what, whatever. I just want to live in my lala land
and think bout boy 1 and boy 2 ;D
because,
I HAD SUCH AN AWESOME TIME.
yes, I met himmmm just a while ago. long lost crush in form 3
who I only like because he's so super adorable yet super ugly.
no seriously. pimples and braces, even after 2 years.
but HE'S SOOOO CUTE.
my business lah. what's your problem, nobody asking you to date him also ;p
CRUSHHH LAH.
I don't know how much I missed him till I met him at the mamak stall after tuition.
I miss those times, in BM CLASS ;[
sad lah.
rewinding back to the year 2008
skip PMR and everything, I just want Monday BM classes.
I'm still loyal to that shitty though.
pfft.
I don't know why.
its always happening, one second I like him another I don't. its crazy.
seriously!
Trying to get over him is just hard, even with another guy around he's still there
anyway, I miss Poh Lian.
I seriously don't know what's going on with my life.some people just don't know that I can sense if something goes wrong.
like someone, who I just sensed today was mad at me or something but isn't telling me
giving me some other crappy excuses.
OMGGGG, IF YOU'RE MY FUCKNG FRIEND CAN YOU LIKE TELL ME.
I hate it when they keep it from me.
A friend tells you every single shit even if they killed someone with their bare hands.
its annoying when they have this really big frown on their face and they tell you oh nothing is up
and when they go up to another friend they're just normal
ITS OBVIOUS okay.
urghhhhh
I don't know who are my real friends right now.
well, I do know some. but i mean the rest?
who are they?
I've got moral work to finish.
my hands are about to walk away and ditch me so I wouldn't have to torture it anymore.
damn you homework.
I'm getting fed up with all that pile of homework.
SHTUUUUPID.
XOXO.
I seriously don't know what's going on with my life.