I HATE myself.
I have seriously NO idea, how on earth
did I maintain top and be so ever hardworking when I was in Form 2
and Form 3
I work my ass off okay. I come home it's locked up in the room
and work.
Now, I keep shutting it away.
awh. Physics was hell
I NEARLY cried okay. I NEARLY.
though I had friends to cheer me up, but deep down
I feel so upset.
heh. I did another facebook fortune
yet another coincidence. I'll tell you privately.
I even collected all the evidence okay.
you know, I really hate myself for putting hopes on the relationship
it's NEVER going to work out.
I just know :(
though I don't want to put hopes on it,
I have something that pulls me back.
and never allows me to forget him
never allows me to stop putting hopes.
never allows me to stop believing.
I studied with Trish today at Jaya One.
I jinx a situation. whatever I said, came true.
how I wish it happens to myself.
its our secret. :P
I hate falling in love. it's really painful.
I don't know. I'm strugling in both my studies and love.
THIS IS SHIT.
chemistry is going to be hell.
