281009 | Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I feel like hosting a party, going for a party. socializing. taking loads and loads of photographs of myself and pretty much everyone else. (:
I want to go on holiday with my dear cousins, very much camwhoring a lot.
I camwhore with everyone. oh dear.
This Saturday, Vaish's Halloween/Birthday Party.
& I plan to be the devil. because I heart red & black.
I'll go shopping tomorrow and see if there is anything new. Needing gladiator heels & so I shall get them
TOMORROW.
I don't care, gladiators are for my social events, family events shall be my other heel.
Having so much work to do made me break down and cry today in school.
I hate it how something doesn't go right. Something I feel is wrong. annoying seriously.
having my brain to always go why, what, what if, how now is horrible. try being in my position for three days
and you might want to commit suicide. no seriously, I cannot stop thinking but I need to stop thinking.
pfft.
I need to start making a list of things to do, starting with 9pm later tonight.
I'm actually having a headache currently.
from playing pokemon. I need to do so much strategy thinking. chih.
& I love charmander. now I want an ONIX because I heart it pfft. & I don't have a plant pokemon to kill the water pokemon
fire and rock won't work. sish.
Don't ask me about my finals result. Wasn't as bad as I expected for some papers but still it IS bad because I did not get what I actually wanted from the start.
my bad, I don't really want to study anymore, the determination has drained. GOSH.
I don't know how some people can still study. -.- you nerds.
okay, I can't get into youtube.
so its my internet showing its true belang belang
so, imma skip to Pokemon & weekly planning.
XOXO.
oh oh, Imma ask my aunty to get me gossip girl series from UK. (: